我很想你

该接受了。
明白你的离开是事实。
但就是很想你。
很想，很想。

笨蛋...
你还好吗？.....
新的世界里，认识新朋友了吗？
你肯定又是到处说：
“ SEGAMAT是个好地方了”
快点找到你的新brother，你怕闷的，
有人陪你，我比较放心。

温，
我很想你。
很没用。
每次没有用都是你开导我，
现在你在哪里？



我们最后一次见面拍的照片。






最后一次抱着你。
早知道，抱你抱得紧紧的。

还好，生命中，有你。
也还好，
脑海里满是你的影子。
谢谢你对我那么重要。

听歌，
我特地点了sam lee的歌给你听。

The Memories of HIM...

悼

悼

你有一双强而有力的手
每次和你拉扯，我总是输给你
每次叫你起床，你都有办法挣脱

你有一双强壮的腿
每次生日会，我总是追不到你
如今它还让你走了那么的远的路，让我无法跟上

你有一颗热情的心
每次找你唱k,你一定赴约
每次凌晨找你出来，你也一样没问题。
每次朋友生日会，你也一样不会爽约。

但，它却慢慢地封闭起来。
我开始找不到它。

你有一颗大大的头
装着一颗比谁都还要灵敏的脑袋
别人用半年啃书，你一夜温习就搞定了。
别人不明白的地方，你看一遍就明白了。

但，它却慢慢地变得复杂
我至今仍无法理解，你在想什么。

我不知道，何时你开始封闭自己
我不知道，何时你的思想变得如此复杂
我不知道，何时你做出如此决定

我不知道，在那一刻你有没有想过你的家人
我不知道，在那一刻你有没有想过我们
我不知道，在那一刻你有没有想过，自己

我不知道，现在你感不感受得到家人的痛心
我不知道，现在你看不看得到我们的泪水
我不知道，现在你明不明白我们的聚会少了你不可能成功


我不知道， 。。。

我不知道的事，太多了。


但，
我所知道的是，
你，已经走了


朋友，好走。。。

By: 泽泽(Leng Zai)

he's there whenever we have our gathering...
he's there, being the one who bring all those craziness with Ming cher..
he's there whenever we ask for a gathering...
he's there to bring us joy..happiness..fun...
he's there to be the planner...a gd tempered fren..
n sorry to burst out to u whenever my temper came..
sorry for not concerning about you..
sorry for not being with you when you were down..
sorry for my stupidity telling myself that it's time for me to dun look so heavy towards friendship..

I've learnt my lesson..I'll not force myself to be cold..I'll not be upset whenever the others find excuse for nt coming to gathering..I'll cherish those who are here..
I regreted..
regreted for not being with you..
regreted for not helping you..
but.......
all you left us was only memories...
i missed you badly...
i missed you...
remember our Kuala Kangsar Trip?
the one that i'm dai sai..
the bus spoit half way?
you n cher cher took ur towel out n dry it?
all the stupid pic we took while waiting for the next bus?
Penang..
our one and only once celebrating ur birthday...
sorry...
really sorry..besides sorry, there's nothg else to say...
u were there for everyone's birthday...
but...
we were not there for you....
please..turn the clock back...
Remember the study week?
u,taught me my maths..
u showed me hw some1 can be so relax during exam week...
u showed me hw some1 can be so creative..
u showed me how maths can be so fun....
u showed me things that make me misses you alot....
remember the mooncake festival?
the craziness we spend?
the rain we go through?
remember all the birthday parties?
the cakes you bought?
the cream u throw?
the ppl's head you pushed??

the tutorial's room we dirty???

remember the Kuala Kangsar's Laksa??
that u r afraid of?

remember all the places u brought them in Segamat?
the Dataran?Nan yang?
My house??
you suggested that my house can put Wifi...
yet..
ya..i have wifi at my house nw..
bt r u here to use it??!


remember my 18th years old birthday suprise?
the BBQ at ur house..
i knew hw hard ur plan especially it was our exam period..thx~
n my fav mint ice cream cake?
the "fake wedding' that they organise?

lotasa memories...
miss u......

By : Ah Ma

你就这样离开了我们...

你很没交代你知道吗？没说一声就静静的离开了邪教...谁允许你那么做？？？
你知道有多少人因为你的离开而感到难过吗？
好久没见到你了， 也再也没机会再看到你这个大头...=（
我们都不想接受这个现实你懂吗？
你忘记你对邪教的承诺...却悄悄地离开了我们...
大 家为你担心，为你流泪...而你却自己跑去旅行了...T_T
现在只可以把你当成回忆...
我们永远都会记得你这个
~爱睡觉
~ 爱打dota
~吃东西想乌龟那么慢的大头...
谢谢你陪我们走过的那么珍贵的友谊...
我们会永远记得你的...
邪教永 远爱你...
希望你可以找到属于你的天堂...
安息吧...朋友...

By: Dolphin

The journey back home

CS called...
and asked...
Can translate this msg for me?It's frm Big head's sis...frm Naiba...

" My bro is gone.They Found his body at Kuantan.Please inform his friend"

was stressed with my works...
this msg came..
strike me again...


i wanted to cry..
bt....
no tears..
there's somethg in my heart...
i felt there's something missing..
yet...
there's no words for me to describe how i feel..

i have no idea how did i go through the few hours untill i met CS..

all i did was..
forcing myself to face the digits..
making phonecalls to friends,telling them d bad news..
phoning mum,dad,n him...
finally..
burst into tears when i was talking to mum...
yet..
was a short while..
cause boss was still there...

met CS finally...
i'm glad..
we still have each other..
came bac straight from JB to Segamat with xiao xing xing, yong wei, john, CS&zhi jing...

everybody was calm during our journey..
talking bout the memories..

singing songs...
forcing ourselves to nt think that we had lost him forever...
i miss darling badly..
called him bt cant listen to his voice...
was fed up!!
n sry to show u my temper....


reached home...
it's really home sweet home...
felt relieve....


reached Segamat...
with a gang of KMJ's..
yet..
it's still different...
without HIM...
i started to miss him....

by: ah Ma..(Yu Ying)

yee woon..RIP!

A very sad news..! i reli cant accept.. i was tot is a jokes at first... but it is not!!
I saw cs post his photos at fb.. by saying, i luv u,rip bro... and when i open the album.. it was all his photos... i quickly sms cs.. n cs told me it was real... yee woon passed away!! i very shock.. tee yee woon!!!! my matric gang fren!! what happened to him??? cs told me tat at first they tot he was down, and he went travel alone.. den i dono hw... n den he din attend his exam at UM, den he lost n last he died... died at kuantan.... i feel so weird.. i don understand why.. and he live at segamat.. i reli cant accept! and cs told me tis friday is his funeral.. n i cant attend... i very upset!.. he used to be my good fren.. when in matric, we played together.. laughed together... trip together.. when after matric fin.. in uni life... we still alwis keep in touch.. n i remembered the last time i saw him was during tingyi bufday celebration at the gardens de redbox...! i heard his singing... it was great..he have a wonderful voice.. when he sang, i felt he so 'man'.. is very touching... and he alwis like to boom ppl... i remembered after tat day, we alwis boom each other in fb, msn, and we even very often sms... i remembered very well!! he had a nick name call big head.. bz he has a big head... but for me, is nt actually tat big... juz ngam... and i remembered he n kiki alwis say me oni have 3 things... 'outlook,bodyshape and iq'.. i miss u... i reli do.. i dono wat happened to u, bt i reli reli very sad bz u leave us so sudd... my heart is so pain... so pain.. so sour.. m crying .. i hate tis feeling!! i miss u i miss u i miss u!! RIP, 怡温!

by : Mui Mui..

d world is juz full of weird fates..
haiz..
i juz cant stop sighing..
life can really b so fragile u don even have seconds to wonder WHY :(
a min ago u might b happily chattering..
a second ltr der might b someone important in ur life juz go poof n u will nvr see him anymore =(
TEE YEE WOON

how can u do this to us...
how can u let us not meet u d last time
how can u juz did not say bye to us
how can u let d reason behind all this remain unknown
how can u juz let us worry for u over nth n der u go LOST
how can u leave a bunch of XIE JIAO without one of our main party character..
how can u juz leave in such short notice
how can we adapt with the lost of u..
=(
sad n sorrow without tears..
i'm sad to the lost of a buddy like u..

u reminds me of d nice day we folded birdies 2gtr..
u reminds me of d outrageous mind of u doing maths
u reminds me of ur stupid lame jokes
u reminds me of a stupid blur guy who do not know how to kao lui n need me to teach
u reminds me of how lazy a human can b..
u reminds me of how brave a teenager can b by ignoring his studies n play dota onli..
u reminds me how big a person head can b..
u reminds me how a human can go bald at teen age..
u reminds me of ALL THE FUN we had 2gtr
u reminds me of ALL d smart things u ever did
u reminds me of how similar of your voice to Lee sheng jie...
i dunno how we gonna cope wif it when we go chang K without our best vocalist =(
THANKS FOR ALL D HAPPY MEMORIES we shared :(
THANKS for d friendship we once owned..
thanks for being my fren n sifu..
thanks for..:( i have no other words to say...
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING my dear sifu :'(

wish u rest in peace...=(

by: Hui Yee

hey you

hey you..

u say u will b organising a gathering..

if this is it I DON WAN...

i rather plan it wif YOU

i don wan this kind of gathering plan by you...

i cant go also...wat kind of organising is this...

hey you...

you promise to go bac to segamat...

if this is the way...i DON THINK ANYBODY wants it this way..

hey you..

you promise to bring us go around in segamat..

you promise to plan a holiday at kuantan dunno which sg.

you promise to give us souvenir

you promise to meet us after ur vacation

WHERE ARE YOUR PROMISES???

sighz..

my fren..

we will miss you for long..

UM isnt d same without you

supper isnt d same without you...

now i'm working office and bored again..n WHERE R U who always msg me in d pass for me to pass my free hrs n mins...

8th coll isnt d same without you...

we miss you SUNSHINE HEAD...

=(

by: Hui Yee